Christmas Eve

   So it's been a while since I have posted but here I am! It is actually Christmas right now because it is 1:21 am on December 25th but it still feels like Christmas Eve since I have not fallen asleep yet. The past month has been of whirlwind of craziness and feelings and just dealing with growing up. There has some been unwanted stress on my part because of my non-trustingness-in-God and doubts in general. I have been caught up with stressing about what I don't have and silly holiday gift stuff. Tonight even though it was Christmas Eve I was frustrated with my parents which is not how it is supposed to be like on Christmas Eve. I was kinda feeling like "family time" was a bust. But then my brother came in my room and we just goofed off and talked and I finally felt happy about being with family.
   So here it is in the early a.m. and I am stressing about silly things on Christmas. Then God showed up again. He made me realize that everything is going to be fine no matter what. No matter what things I own or how much debt I am in, He will make everything ok. No matter how much stress I am in or if I am doubting his plan for my life, He will always be there with me by my side. No matter who is against me, He will always fight for me and love me.
   This is a very scrambled post I know, stick with me. The point is Christmas isn't about what we are getting. It is about what we already have. And that is a precious gift from God named Jesus who was given to us as a baby. Christmas is one big birthday party for that baby Jesus. That baby is the One who has a plan for all of us and makes life worth living.

Merry Christmas:)

xoxo,